xiaoyu.here.:)

CARE

2011-04-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

I am feeling that i have lesser friends that cares about me and talk to me!

i'm i really alone all the time????
Alone to me its not a good thing!

i likes people talking to me all the time!!

only when my feeling is in a bad mood, than i will not like to talk to people.

i am always caring to my friends and put loves into my friendship.

but in returned, no one really return any think to me.

when my friends are sick, i always ask them "are you alright?" or "are you okay?"

but only 1 or 2 asked me that, the rest????

NO!!!!

i always thinking why????

Brother's birthday with angry

2011-03-30T21:04:00.001+08:00

Today its my brothers birthday, after celebrating, my brother had make me and my mom angry! When my mom ask me why that time. I was telling her nothing in a normal tone, but she say I shouted at her. I wasn't doing it at all... Although I did not do it I still say sorry because she say like going crazy throwing all the things all over the place. I had say sorry for so many time until she has forgive me. She has cool herself down already by now. I don't really know what are parents thinking everyday?! Always has so much things to think about what to scold next! Really can't stand it already!!!!!!!

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noise

2011-03-28T16:07:00.001+08:00

Today during school, the class its too noise! I really can't study from my maths during maths class today! They looks like they did not talk for a very long time! Really hate it man! Make until the monitors very angry and cry. Really feel sad and angry for the class.....

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26/03/2011

2011-03-26T22:51:00.001+08:00

Today was a long way for me! I was at st. Andrews secondary school for a helper of competition. It has been very tiered for me today! But there is a officials called ma'am Joey Lee, making me laugh a lot. We went home around 8plus. When I reach home, my mom was like asking me a lot of question and making me go crazy [I showed my temple to her]. But that is very sudden. I really don't know what to do?! How???!!!

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Why?

2011-03-25T22:48:00.001+08:00

I don't really know why there is a person in my class that always don't like me? It is just because I was a Korean citizens before? Yes I did not tell lies that I was a Korean. But I am already fully a Singapore citizens not a Korean citizens already! But that person was like always don't like me. And when asking me somethings her voice was like very angry voice to me! That was truly unfair to me when she did not do that to others but me. Will she forgive me? Its the last year that we can enjoy the happiness together already, we don't even know it there any more time we can share the happiness together! Shall wait for her to talk to me, cause I really did nothing to her!!!

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yea!!!

2011-03-20T17:41:00.000+08:00

yea! my mom its not angry with me already! so happy now!

angry

2011-03-19T16:01:00.001+08:00

My mom still angry with me! Why???

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Twitter

2011-03-19T09:15:00.002+08:00

OMG!

my mom was angry with me just because i dont want to follow her in twitter!

but twitter to me its an freedom site.

i dont really want to let my parents to know!!!!! :((((((((

yesterday art outing!

2011-03-19T09:12:00.002+08:00

yesterday art outing was super fun!!!!

first we went to art friend to buy our art things that we need.

than we went to sculpture square to look at some of the arts.

all the arts are very cool! i love it!!!!!

Change

2011-03-18T10:35:00.000+08:00

changed my background blog photo!

How To Leave Comments on my Blog?

2011-03-18T10:21:00.001+08:00

How To Leave Comments on my Blog?

you may leave comments below, by clicking the comments link button of the post related to your comments.

thank you!

Art Friends!

2011-03-18T10:14:00.003+08:00

Yes! i can't wait for todays art outing with my Art friends!

going to meet them at around 1pm.

bolg later after the outing!

Can't wait to play #WhatsYourTalent to find out cool stuff abt infocomm careers!

2011-02-26T09:42:00.000+08:00

Can't wait to play #WhatsYourTalent to find out cool stuff abt infocomm careers!

SICK

2011-02-25T16:33:00.002+08:00

have you ever been not feeling well for very long?

i have been coughing for more than 3weeks already!

today is the 3week.

i dont really get it when, i went to school.

many of my friends dont really talk to me very much like last time when i was not sick?

this is really funny men!

i do really hate to be unfit to attend school.

i also do try to pray to god to help me!

i really hope my prayer works......

!

2011-02-10T18:55:00.001+08:00

병든! 내가 아프다는 싫어!

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Sick

2011-02-10T18:52:00.001+08:00

Sick sick sick!!! I hate being sick!

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Just played #WhatsYourTalent and found a perfect infocomm career for me – as a 3D modeller! Cool…

2011-02-07T20:08:00.000+08:00

Just played #WhatsYourTalent and found a perfect infocomm career for me – as a 3D modeller! Cool…

Just played #WhatsYourTalent and found a perfect infocomm career for me – as a System Analyst! Cool…

2011-01-25T16:35:00.000+08:00

Just played #WhatsYourTalent and found a perfect infocomm career for me – as a System Analyst! Cool…

my 2nd brother

2011-01-09T22:12:00.003+08:00

So like my 1st brother when small

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my 2nd brother

2011-01-09T22:12:00.001+08:00

So like my 1st brother when small

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fast fast fast.....

2010-12-27T09:45:00.001+08:00

School going to start very soon...

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blog

2010-12-27T09:43:00.001+08:00

I am so sorry blog readers that reads my blog. I know that I have not been updating my own blog for very long.. Because I am not free and so not know that to blog about. Sorry for the innocent cause... Thanks 아일린

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downloads Abs

2010-12-20T18:00:00.001+08:00

Yay!! I just downloads new Abs. I can now blog online every time when I am free!!!

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Practicing

2010-11-29T15:36:00.002+08:00

Have you wonder how Practicing really do?

Practicing can be done with lots of thinks,

like Practice on piano,

Practice on guitar,

Practice on many things.

I have used to Practice more on my singing skills.

Because singing is always my passion....

i have to improved and improved in my singing to achieve my goals.

so Practicing to me is very important in my life.

so we have to Practice & Practice to achieve our goals!!!

연습&연습

사랑,

아일린

BORING

2010-11-14T12:07:00.002+08:00

Have you wonder how boring you are when you are at home?

Boring is like you have nothing to do at home.

And do not know what to do at home.

You are trying to find things to do at home?

i have some suggestion for you gays.

1) Do some house work (e.g. packing your room)

2) Revision on your subject

3) Think of somethings to draw, to improve in your drawing

4) Go out to explore the world of Arts

5) Read Archie comics

6) Listen to music

and many more things that you can think of to do......

사랑,

아일린

Relationship

2010-11-05T15:34:00.002+08:00

have you wonder what is Relationship for?
Relationship is where a woman and a man being together, in love.
do you have an Relationship before?
i do.
Relationship for me is never end.
i always want my Relationship to end.
i want to restart my Relationship
i have started to early for my Relationship.
cant think of Relationship.
Relationship
Relationship
Relationship
i shell end off now....
love,
아일린 (Eileen)

thinking

2010-10-16T12:49:00.003+08:00

i have been thinking...
will all my friends remember my big day?
will them forget about it....
or will them act that they do not know its my big day.
i really need to think about it over and over again.
i feel like I'm not they're friends at all....
i really can`t think of anything.....
it is like 4 more days to my really big day.....
i am also thinking will my big day become a small day for me....
or may be lonely day for me???!!!
my mind is really can`t think of anything......
i am going to go crazy soon........
i hope on my big day,
it is my happy day not a sad day for me......
사랑,
아일린(eileen)

Life

2010-10-08T14:34:00.002+08:00

have you all wonder what is life for?
my mind always thinking of life.
life can be your your future?
also can be your now?
or your past?
many things can be in your life when you think of.
life can be anything.
my life can be very helpful for me and you.
My HELPFUL means that, i am being helpful to everyone.
i am also caring.
haha... but sometime not really caring.
i will end off by here.....
아일린

hello blog readers

2010-10-05T16:05:00.003+08:00

blog readers that come here.
thank you for come to my blog for respecting me.
but for those who did came to my blog just making all kinds of bad words,
could you pls stop coming to my blog for ever...
i have enough of that now.
Thank you for your cooperation.
협조해 주셔서 고맙습니다.

friendship

2010-08-17T18:52:00.003+08:00

i don`t understand what is friendship really means to be?
but one day,
my friends ask me an question 'what do friendship means to you?'
i really do not know how do answer this question.
but i answered back to her, 'friendship means to me, to be caring to each other.'
but i still do not understand what is friendship.
i will like to end off with an sentences.
Friends are being at the slide waiting for you to talk to, no matter what happened in the past and future we are still friends.

sitting alone

2010-07-29T15:46:00.003+08:00

today i really so angry with my friends.
i do not know why are they still left me out.
today after it is CXT.
i want to sit with my 3 friends but when i forgotten to take my water bottle.
i went back to take my water bottle, and i came back.
i saw my 3 friends were sitting in a row.
my bag was behind them.
i said to them something, "why you all don`t want to sit with me?"
one of my friend said, "you are lonely :D".
i was so angry with them.
i was sit alone.
i don`t know why must they do that to me.
i really hope that they will not do that to me.
I REALLY HATE TO BE ALONE EVERYTIME!!!
I THINK FRIENDS HAVE FORGOTTEN ME,
BEING THERE`RE FRIENDS.

left out again and again.....

2010-07-27T19:04:00.004+08:00

i do not know why must you left me out.
when i`m sick or unwell you don`t help me.
you just walk away.
when i`m lonely, you did not talk to me.
when i do not have partner, you do not want to partner me.
why every time that i`m alone you always left me out.
i really wants to make my life easy for me to live on.
i want to live an happy life, not an unhappy life.................

2010-07-24T10:09:00.003+08:00

i`m being so left out everyday.
every time during PE or group work,
all of them will group or play with the others.
some of my classmate have been making me unhappy.
i really do not feel like going to school again.
i really do not want to feel like that....................
i do not know what to do!?
my mind is going crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy
i really really do not want to make my life so heard for me.
every time when my freind were not feeling well, they have friends to care them.
but me?????????????????????
i do not have any care at all.................................
WHY???????????????????????????????????????????

very late post

2010-06-21T09:24:00.002+08:00

OMG i have not update my blog for very long time.
now i do not know what to type for now.
during the pass few weeks i have been very busy with my class, that i been to.
my voices have been very bad.
my CCA camp was so tiered, and also my legs were very pain.
i also went back to school for Art Class.
and we did drawing.
i also meet Michelle to teach her how to do the art work.
now its only left with 6 more days to school reopen.
can`t wait to meet my friends again.
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Hong Kong trip

2010-05-24T19:19:00.002+08:00

hi people,

im back from Hong kong on 22/05/2010.

i have meet my buddy, Cindy.

she is a nice friend.

OMG im missing all my Hong Kong friends like hell...

When can i meet them again?!

Happy birthday to...

2010-05-10T12:14:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th birthday to charice.

oh my god she is so young singer..

family day

2010-04-25T12:26:00.003+08:00

2010-04-25T12:02:00.002+08:00

i was thinking why life is always so hard to live.
friend is so hard to believe.
love is so hard to find.
i was thinking how much thing do i need to face.
i still need to face my coming exam.
everything is so hard to do.
my friends are like trying to used me as a person that just a delivery.
because they always ask me to put for them the book in my locker.
if i don`t put for them they looks angry to me.
than they sometime fight with each other.
one of them tell me that she will not talk to my another friend again,
but at the end they were together again.
too many things happening on me...
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3th birthday

2010-03-30T17:22:00.005+08:00

today is my brother 3th birthday.
on 29 of march,

we buy cake to celebrate at home.

than the next day, celebrate in the school.

but it is a cupcake not cake.

the video i will upload next time.

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new Camera

2010-03-18T16:49:00.002+08:00

today i got a new Camera again.

i have got a Canon EOS 550D.

its a new model.

so cool camera...

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Where did my friendship go?

2010-03-14T16:44:00.003+08:00

I`m getting so confusing everyday.
I wants to know why my friends don`t really like to talk to me anymore.
And where did my friendship go?
I always pray so hard to the God.
Our friendship are getting far away.
Do i did anything wrong??(if i did, please tell me personally)
I really need all of my friends back.
And all the happiness we had back.
I also want to spend my last 2 years with all of my friends together.
its only 2 years not that hard.
OK back to Friday,
in the morning we have the feast day.
Than we had sports day in the afternoon.
after the feast day, i when to take my Full U.
after that i when up to the canteen,
to find some friends to go to the stadium.
but there isn't any friends that i know to go to the stadium together.
that time i was feeling upsad.
i take bus myself to the stadium and i also take bus myself back home.
i can`t think so much anymore.
GTGBB
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scrabble!!!

2010-03-01T16:30:00.002+08:00

on 27 of February,
my family and i playing scrabble at my houses until 10pm.
we play almost 2hr plus.
we sometime had no more words to put.
but i`m the 2nd place.
hahahas....
that was very funny scrabble.
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sad things happening

2010-02-27T10:23:00.002+08:00

OMG i have been so long never post.
this few day i have been busy of somethings.
in school,
a few of my best friend don`t want to talk to me.
yesterday,
when my art teacher say our CT marks.
when my teacher said my mark that time,
one of my friend started to comment to my other friends.
it`s only one mark less than her, she was very happy already.
i can`t believe that my friend did that to me.
mostly not some had change alot.
i do not what had happened to them.
i feel that i`m not part of the class, and i can`t be there`re classmate/friends.
i really don`t like that to happened to me again.
i really wish that we can be friends again.
love,
eileen.
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stars and boring day for me...

2010-02-10T18:04:00.002+08:00

this morning,
i have seen lots of starts in the sky.
that's was so nice.
:)
i was so boring in school today...
there isn't anyone wants to talk to me(when i was seeing they`re face. from this week)
now i`m trying to talk to other racers.
i wants to make friends that i do not know in school...(eg. other class)
because everyone looks like don`t want to talk to me.
i wish you all will talk to me, like best friends do....
after school i when to met my mother,
than we when to RM to buy some things for CNY.
so sad that CNY falls on valentine day.
can`t celebrate valentine day with my friends...
but....
i`m happy that CNY is coming...
5 more days to CNY.
can`t wait for it,
can get more red packet(ang bao)
hahas... because i`m shot of cash... =X
and also tomorrow is the last day for CT1.
the last 2 exam we have for tomorrow.
sad that Friday still must go CCA....
but its ok...
ops out of words...
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so stressed

2010-02-01T16:36:00.001+08:00

today during MT lesson,
the teacher give us lots of homework to do.
i hate MT very much now....
now must finish my art work...
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boring days

2010-01-30T11:08:00.003+08:00

yesterday during EBS so sad that no one sit with me.
than maths lesson Mrs Rafi never come.
than English lesson i was call to go up and write the answer on the withe bored.
than MT lesson must copy the answer on the book.
than Art lesson i`m still on the shading part.
than CCA was a bit boring because we need to clean QM.
than the sec 2 had gone for PTM left the Sec 3.
we were doing bandaging.
but luckily no foot-drill,
if have i will be very bored because i can`t march at all,
only can see my friends march.
after my CCA i was waiting my friends than we go home together.
but suddenly my parents call me and ask me to wait for them.
so i can`t go them with them.
so sad
:(
and also sorry to Pei ling that i never wait for you.
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forgetting

2010-01-25T19:52:00.002+08:00

today i forgot to bring my sketch book for my art class.
i has been forgetting lots of thing every time. i think i have STM (short team memory) soon...
:X
me and friends when to RM to shop.
than we saw Mrs Wong,
She suddenly say hi when we were busy talking.
she was a bit scary.
:)
than when we walk back to school to take bus home.
one of my friend was a bit crazy.
first,
she was still angry with me for a lot of days already with no reason.
than she was very angry after Pauline has left.
so she was angry with ether me nor Michelle jee.
we did not do anything to her or never say bad things about her.
she just take the bus with an very angry face.
she was a bit crazy already...
:X
ops... got to go...
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MT

2010-01-18T17:36:00.002+08:00

Today during MT,
our teacher say we have to stay back to copy the chapter 1 of the textbook.
because we never do the the homework she tell us to do.
i do not like this teacher a lot....
i copy until my hand was so paint.
i hate that teacher so much...
she never even give us a chances.
i never seen this teacher like that before.
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my blog is die-ing!!!

2010-01-17T16:58:00.002+08:00

OMG...
my blog is going to die soon if i never post anything.
i`m now do not know what to post on my blog.
oh i know one think,
i will post about what happened on Saturday.
i went out with my family to buy CNY clothes(that's is so so early to buy)
i have buy a very nice dress at tampines 1.
but i have not buy my shoes.
:)
this year is the year that i`m stress with.
because i have lots of homework to do,
and also to caught up with the Sec 2 maths skill.
ops, i have no more things to post now.
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2010 in somerset & first day of school.

2010-01-04T16:54:00.006+08:00

on 01/01/2010
i celebrate my new year in somerset.

i love this very interesting photo.

i just take from the car.

my brother first time take the long escalate.

on 04/01/2010

Today is first day of school, of the year 2010.

in the morning it was raining when i was on my way to school.

After school,

I went to put my books in the locker,

but my locker the lock can`t open.

so i can`t open,

but lucky one of my friend helped me.

if not i can`t open forever...

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went to Airport on 27 of december

2009-12-29T13:56:00.003+08:00

on 27 of December me, my mummy, my brother and my aunt.

we weak up at around 4.30am,

we take the first bus 27 to the airport.

because my father came back from china.

my father have buy one very nice thing.

is it nice?

hahas... got to go.....

oh ya, going to see you guys soon just in 5 days...

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lost contact

2009-12-26T12:35:00.002+08:00

so sad...
yesterday went to starhub,
because my SIM card was locked.
i have lost all my contact....
even my seniors contact was lost...
:(
Please sms me your name and your number to my phone.
:)
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On 19 of december, and also today

2009-12-22T18:19:00.005+08:00

Hihi,
sorry that i have not blog, for like very long...
on 19 of December,
is our class outing.
we went to Sentosa,
but only me Michelle and Tasha went.
it was raining there.
the most fun thing we have is the skyride.

the first one is Tasha`s, follow by Michelle than me.

that is we take photo with the parrot.
sorry Michelle all the photos are from your camera =)
because all my photo not really nice.
:)
Today,
we went back to school for retest exam, for our SA2.
i think i may fail again.
=X
hope not....
thats all for the day...
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Happy Birthday

2009-12-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to Vanessa Hudgens.

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Happy Birthday

2009-12-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday to Taylor Swift.

Love you so much...

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DODODO

2009-12-12T12:25:00.003+08:00

Hi people,
Kindly pleases do the poll on the left of the screen.
The poll was about me.
i will want u people to do because i want to know what person am I.
so Pleases Kindly do the poll.
if you do i will love you very much...
:)
U do not need to write/type your name in the poll.
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Thank you Very Much

yesterday midnight

2009-12-07T15:43:00.005+08:00

yesterday i took bus 27 to airport.

because my father came back from china.

i took the last bus, around 11 plus.

i reach there very early,

because the flight which land on Singapore was around 2am.

i was so sleepy at there..

i walk around the airport.
and i took some very nice photo.

this can only be seen inside the airport.

but also can be seen outside.

actually not really nice hahas.....

my father buy for me a pencil case from china.

nice rite?

hahas...

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Christmas Carol

2009-12-02T18:07:00.003+08:00

On 28 of November,
i went to watch Christmas Carol with my mummy and Beebee ah yi.
The Christmas Carol show was quite nice...
but some part are quite scare.
because the sound suddenly so loud.
hahas.....
:)
i love this movie...

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Flag Day

2009-11-26T17:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday is SJAB flag day.
NPCC and GG has helped us too.
I`m almost late yesterday.
but nothing happened.
ma`am joey give us the tins ant the sticker.
than we are split into groups.
i was in the last groups.
i`m with ma`am jia lin and the others.
in the group.
i only gone for 2 places than,
we take bus back to school.
went we take bus back to school,
all of us sited at the second flour of the bus.(sorry i don`t know how to say this part)
i was sitting with the seniors at the back of the bus,
than the others sec2`s were sitting in front of the bus.
hahas... but this year,
my tin was like lesser than last year.
last year i have more...
:)
but ok la...
we have try our best....
hahas.....
:D
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Happy Birthday

2009-11-23T14:29:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th birthday to Miley Cyrus...

OMG.....

2009-11-23T13:43:00.002+08:00

I can`t stay at home again...
everyday not thing to do....
i feel like going somewhere far....
anyone please meet me out...
i`m going crazier at home....
i`m so miss my friends everyday....
i going to day at home.....
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so boring

2009-11-17T17:21:00.002+08:00

i`m so boring at home...
nothing to do at home.
i hope people can meet me up....
anyone wants to meet up?
i`m free everyday.
Just give me an SMS.
i will be waiting for your SMS...
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Last Day of CCA

2009-11-13T11:02:00.002+08:00

ha has.... yesterday was late day of CCA.
but there is fun camp and flag day, for the upcoming event.
i hope my classmates from the same CCA as me will go for the fun camp and the flag day.
Yesterday the sec 3 ask Mr Tan that,
can we ask our classmates to join us for the SJAB flag day.
Than Mr Tan say that we can bring ur classmates to join the SJAB flag day,
because we has 100 over tins.
so we must ask lots of people to join...
anyone wants to join me on the flag day on 25/11?
which is on Wednesday.
if u all wants to join me u may SMS me.
:)
Please help the SJAB
:)
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Avalanche 2nd day

2009-11-12T08:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday st.john only has 5th sec 2's.
that we do the fancy drill.
is like so broad....
no one wants to take my idea.
i`m still in Avalanche...
i found the Avalanche lyrics.
Marie Digby - Avalanche lyrics

Since when do you come around?
And the temperature's changed, nothing's the same
Left me, in yesterday
You don't see me that way, touched me that way, no more
When you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind

If you only knew, What my heart would do for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

We see what's up ahead, Why do we stay? Watchin' us fadin'
Trapped in, by regret
There's no way out, when there's no way in (no)
And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shakin', from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind

If you only knew, What my heart would do for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

The bond is breaking, and it's taking over, my spirit (quickly, quickly)
Something's shifted, have we drifted too far, apart now?

If you only knew, What my heart would do for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)
Avalanche

Avalanche

2009-11-09T18:22:00.003+08:00

back to post again,
today i`m just going to talk about my feeling in st.john.
i`m feeling like i`m in the song called
'Avalanche By Marie Digby'(which what u all are listening to)
i was like in Avalanche.
no one talk to me during CCA.
ok ya today CCA is kinded fun because,
we only have games and roll-call.
love it .
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cut my hair and saw rainbow

2009-11-06T10:59:00.005+08:00

ha has...
looks like i have not post for so long...

ha has....

OK on 31 Oct i want to cut my hair at koven.

i was in the car and looking at the sky,

i saw a circle rainbow.

i took some photo of the rainbow,

but i think some of u may not see the rainbow.

i was in the salon i take some photo after my cutting

i love my hair-style

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CCA

2009-10-29T15:09:00.003+08:00

I`m so sad that i can`t change my CCA to other CCA.
but i`s ok la...
but i hate marching...
now still have to go 2 weeks of training.
but is continues Monday to Friday...
only Saturday and Sunday rest.
i surlly will fall sick one...
but i like the most in St. John Flag day.
we can go around the singapore.
hahas....
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In school

2009-10-27T14:53:00.003+08:00

Today,
i do not know what had happened to my friend (i do not want to name that person).
i was sitting at the first table than she sit at the other table.
i did not do anything wrong.
when she ask people question,
i answer her question.
than she said 'i`m not asking you.'
than she also give me one face.
my mind was thinking,
what happened to all of my friends?
why i can`t get the happiness and the joyful back?
why we can`t love each other?
and why we can`t be a very nice and good friend to each other?
i hope all the question will give me an answer...
:)
love u people...
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yesterday

2009-10-24T08:12:00.003+08:00

today just a short post.
Yesterday when for CCA try.
to change my CCA.
then after the CCA try.
i meet my family at Hougang Mall.
then go home and cook for dinner.
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DJ came to our school

2009-10-22T16:43:00.005+08:00

Today there is two DJ came to our school

the DJ are Justin Ang and Vernon A.

the DJ on 98.7FM.

They are so funny in the photo and face to face.

hahas......

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My Guitar Capo and Most Gracious Girl.

2009-10-21T16:20:00.004+08:00

Yesterday my Guitar Capo has send to my houses.

i was so happy...

Today,

In the Gym,

we are making a vote for The Most Gracious Girl.

I was the one who say our Most Gracious Girl,

Shan Ling to the whole sec 2.

That birthday present above was from Dharnushah.

Inside was an Elmo.

hahas... Thanks Dharnushah.

We finally got back our Maths Paper and CPA Paper.

i was the 1st in class for CPA...

but i almost fail my maths,

but luckily overall i pass...

Thank God......

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My Birthday, today.

2009-10-20T15:43:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday to me.

Today was my birthday,

looks like a few people had forgotten my birthday.

Some of my friends,
don`t wish to like sing a birthday song for me.

but i sing for them when is they`re birthday...

Today morning,

one of my friends(i don`t want to say her name),

make me angry for some reason.

than after recess,

she still make me angry(so call sad).

i do not know why this year my birthday was so boring and sadness.

but i will like to thank some people for wishing me and had given me present.

the first present that i received was from Michelle Jee.(the one with the wrapping paper)

inside there is my favorite cartoon character,

Litter Twin Stars...

Than i received two Heart shape.

inside the Heart shape that is some words.

The big Heart was from my Best Friend, Dina.

And the small Heart was from, Clarissa and my teacher Ms Wang(Jie Jie).

Than the last one i received was from my teacher Ms Wang(Jie Jie).

and the present was the biggies.

she wrote to me a letter and she given me a little bookmark and a file.

Thank you all for given me some happiness...

LOVE YOU ALL...

Today we got back our SA2 paper.

We have got our English Paper,

Home Econs Paper,

Sciences Paper,

Mother Tongue Paper

and ART.

I Pass all the paper except Mother Tongue.

Now only CPA and Maths Paper, haven`t get yet.

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yesterday

2009-10-12T12:05:00.003+08:00

yesterday when to East Costa Park with my family.
To play sand.
I took some photo.

Than when home and rest.
Than suddenly my phone ring.
My singing teacher call me...
And he said 'call back'
than i was wants to study for my exam but i have no choice.
but luckly i can use computer over there...
hahas....
7th days to my birthday...
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after exam

2009-10-10T11:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday after exam,
Me and Michelle Jee,
when to Rivervale Mall,
to have breakfast.
than we whento DAISO to shop.
i when to buy my favorite Caramel Corn...
hahas...
10th days to my birthday...
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my guitar

2009-10-08T11:34:00.003+08:00

now it`s time to show my guitar photo...

hahas...
today,
after my exam
Me, Michelle Jee, Tasha, Clarissa, Michelle Tan and Shi Hui.
when compass to have breakfast at Mc.
than Tasha and Clarissa when to play the roller coaster(that is only for kids)
hahas....
than they wanted to play hied and sit around the whole compass...
but Me and Michelle Jee never play...
sorry tasha that i never play...
:)

12th days to my birthday...

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maths paper

2009-10-06T14:13:00.002+08:00

OMG....
today the maths paper was too hard for me....
my head was so paint....
after the maths paper....
i`m going to die with this....
i hope i could pass this maths paper....
:(
14th days to my birthday...
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feeling lost...

2009-10-05T14:28:00.003+08:00

i do not know how i`m i going to make friends again...
i`m feeling lost....
i do not know how can i face my friends...
i only can act happy,
no matter how i really feel...
i`m the one who left out every time...
and at everywhere...
today i want to school...
there was no one yet...
so i wait for my friends to come and have some talks.
when my friends came my friends was siting at the other table...
so i when there to join them.
but they only talking to there`re self...
i always feel left out....
i do not know why must i feel that left out....
i was thinking i`m i doing wrong things,
or did i make u all angry....
can u all pls tell me why can`t we have the enjoyable and happiness back....
why must we like every time there is a wall in the meddle...(never talk)
when i saw ur face i may sometimes scared to talk to u all.
hope u all understand me....
love you people
15th days to my birthday...
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birthday give

2009-10-04T17:03:00.002+08:00

i`m so happy that i have one birthday give.
the give is what i want for...
that is guitar....
i love guitar...
now i must learn how to play...
cos i need to play to my family.
16th days to my birthday...
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birthday countdown

2009-10-03T11:05:00.001+08:00

17th days to my birthday....
Happy mooncake festival to all....
:)
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bithday countdown...

2009-10-02T14:22:00.002+08:00

OMG....
18th to my birthday...
i`m wishing for sometings..
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today happening

2009-10-01T18:53:00.005+08:00

today in the morning,
i was sitting with Jasil.
until Kai Ping came,
Jasil take her bag and when to sit with her at the other table.
at that time i was thinking why can`t they sit together with me?
they was talking to each other but i was sitting a lone.
i do not know why must friends be so hard to be...
i have to try to be strong...
now only teachers can make me happy...
and also some of the friends...
i love the people that always with me.
and also ask me not the hate myself again....
thank u all...
tomorrow,
OMG tomorrow is SA2 already....
i`m so scared....
must pray......
:)
Good luck everyone...
19th days to my birthday....
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FRIENDSHIP

2009-09-30T18:51:00.003+08:00

I do not know why must friendship so hard to be.
My friends, Dina has not talk to me, since 14 of September.
I do not know what happened to her.
I don`t there to talk to her too.
I was scared that she very angry with me.(hope not)
So i did not talk to her.
Me and Michelle Jee think that she change alot…
Last time she say she can`t go out after school,
But today i saw her with Kai Ping and Jasli.(outside the school)
They go out after school.
Even one of my teacher say that she change too.
It like today during recess,
I want to buy food with Michelle jee,
Than we sit with Dina, Kai Ping, Vanessa, Jasil, Pauline.
Than suddenly,
dina walk away,
than kai ping, vanessa, pauline walk away.
Than jasli walk away.
When they walk away that time,
i was thinking why must they walk away.
Is it they don`t friend me anymore or did i do anythink worng to them.
My mind was also thinking why they don`t talk to me...
why????
I was so confused….
:'(
I was thinking that i shell not be any ones friends anymore...
:'(
"~CRY~"
T.T
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To all my Friends

2009-09-28T18:03:00.003+08:00

Friends,
Exam is coming.
don`t play,
don`t go anywhere and just study.
its only 4 more days to ur exam.
work hard too....
If u study hard u will get a good grads...
:)
good luck people...
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thinking something

2009-09-24T17:36:00.003+08:00

today just a shout post...
i have talk to my friends,
that did not talk to me past days.
i also know want happened.
but she looks funny to me.
hahas......
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losing people

2009-09-22T15:28:00.004+08:00

today, i do not know why i have loss one of my friend.
she did not talk to me,
i wants to talk to her that time,
she walk away.
i do not know what happened.
she talk to my other friends,
but not me.
i do not know why must God do that to me.
i was lost now.
i only can trust teachers...
i can`t trust my friends any more (not all of my friends...)
but i`m happy that some of my friends,
are still with me...
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ma`am came back to SJC.

2009-09-17T17:51:00.003+08:00

OMG ma`am Vanessa came back to SJC.
and during English, she came to ur class.
she did remember,
me, Sheila and Vanessa.
but i think she forgotten
she came from the back-door of the homeroom.
i do not know that she became a relive teacher.
i was shocked.
she relive for English and HE.
i was like so scary,
until she was talking to us.
ha-has.....
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somethings happened

2009-09-14T19:37:00.004+08:00

today somethings happened to me.
my teacher miss-understand me.
i did not copy my friends work at all.
my teacher know that i do not copy.
but i was thinking why she still ask me.
i when to write a letter to her.
she was at the meeting room.
so i pass her the letter with my friends.
she read the letter that i write.
she talk to me in the meeting room.
she tell me all of the thing...
she know that i did not copy the work.
she also know that i do not lie to teachers.
i love all of the teachers and all of my friends...
i make all the teachers and all the friends that i know,
in my heard.
i love you all.....
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school holiday

2009-09-12T13:14:00.003+08:00

Yes!!! school holiday is going to be over....
I can see all of my friends again,
and also teachers...
During this week of holiday there's nothing to do at home.
Also must go CCA.
But its OK.
1 more day to school reopen.
i miss you all people...
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today don`t want to go CCA

2009-09-09T11:11:00.004+08:00

Today,
have CCA,
but i don`t want to go.
i go there also nothing to do.
only do first aid,
i hate the CPR,
because i can not do the blow.
if i do i may get AA....
on Monday,
i want to CCA,
the first thing we do was CPR.
i was the 4th one to do.
when i blow mouth to mouth,
i almost get AA.
ma`am was scolding me,
because i was not loud when i say the thing.
but i really can`t say loud cos i was going to AA.
than ma`am ask me to do later.
so i go back to my place,
and i started to cry.
ma`am ask me why i cry.
i never tell them why.
and i also try to breathe properly.
so i today don`t want to go...
i have no mood to go CCA...
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father birthday

2009-09-08T17:36:00.005+08:00

today is my father birthday,

i do not have anything to do today.

i buy myself a Cadbury, tiramisu.

and i want to eat it all up....

yummy!!!

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today

2009-09-07T18:39:00.005+08:00

today i went back to school for CCA.
first we do CPR,
i almost forgot all the steps for CPR.
i was going to out of breath when i blow the body.
and i have no voice to say out lout.
and i when to cry...
i can`t do to much of breathe to the body.
than after the CPR,
some when to practise the FF night.
and some when to bandaging.
i forgot the reef knob.
:(
than after all the thing of first aid.
the CCA end.
i saw Ms Wang and Ms Sim.
i when to say hi to them,
but i only say hi to Ms Wang.
i never say hi to Ms Sim because she was busy.
after saying hi,
i when back home myself...
H.S.H.
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unhappy....

2009-09-02T18:20:00.005+08:00

i do not know why i always not happy.
today i was happy thought out the whole day,
but until maths class. i was so unhappy.
i was not talking,
i was asking something.
than my maths teacher was scolding me.
i do not know why....
my maths teacher, she is the first teacher who scolded me.
i do not know why must she scolded me.....
i was getting more hate her...
all of my teacher was so love me.
and they always do not scolded me.
only now i was so unhappy that she do that to me.
i do not know why.....
i was so heard....
i will never love her again......
:'(
after school, i was crying...
i always a nice girl in my teachers ღ.
i always tread teachers as my very best friends....
i was so heard.......
CRY......
:'(
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yes!!! got photo from michelle...

2009-09-01T09:44:00.004+08:00

this photo was from yesterday!

with our form-teacher (Mrs Freeman)

with art teacher (Mrs Khoo)

with science teacher (Mr Kowk)

this is what i want the most,

that is my favorite teacher Ms Wang

she is our science and PE teacher...

our class photo of this year.....

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Teachers' Day

2009-08-31T15:47:00.006+08:00

i will want to say happy Teachers' Day to all my teacher.
you are my best teacher ever.
we will work hard for SA2...
after the Teachers' Day celebration,
me and some of my friends when to the staff room to give all our teachers...
i was so happy that i have took photo with Ms Wang...
but the photo was now at Michelle's camera
i also have received a hug from her...
after that me and Michelle,
when to find Kai ping and Vanessa at compass.
than we had lurch at MC.
than when to minitoons to buy the string for my phone.

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feelings

2009-08-24T18:13:00.005+08:00

i do not know why i was so sad and lonely everyday in school...
i always have not much friends to talk to...
my friends leave me alone every time.
i wants to talk to someone,
that can listens to my feelings....
i always make friends as my love ones.
but i do not know why i was not like my friends,
that always has lots of things to talk to they`re own friends.
i just one,
one or more friends to talk to me more.
to spent our life,
we only left with 2 more years...
you all are always my friends...
and my love ones.....
i always love every one in my life.....
i wants to be happy to not hate myself.
i also hate myself not because i`m not happy,
it is also because i was very lonely everday....
i just one someone to talk to......
i love all of you.......
and also teachers.........

i may not be always not hate myself....

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raining

2009-08-22T08:34:00.003+08:00

yesterday was raining and very cold....
at first, my friend was shivering,
than my another friend,
than another friend.
than at sciences class i AA.
than raining again.
i was shivering cos of the rain...
and its very cold....
my teacher Mr Ng (Mr soy bean) make hot Milo for me...
that i slowly drink.
that Milo was very hot.......
but its OK la.....
after i drink finish i slowly walk to Mrs Cindy soon homeroom,
cos got first aid.....
than suddenly ma`am Loshana (pass Senior) came...
hahas.....
than went going to to play some games that time,
ma`am Amanda (officer) came....
it was debrief, the debrieft was very short only....
hahas....
yesterday st.john end very early....
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CT3 and science project

2009-08-18T17:55:00.006+08:00

today we get back our maths paper and science paper.
i was so happy with my marks i have improved a lot...
during science class, we have science project to do...
my group was the first one to go....
i was so scared....
and my group were singing on how to save electricity...
my group do not know how to sing so only me and Dharnushah sing the song.
i was so scared that my singing was a bit not so nice.....
:(
if this is my singing exam i will die first....
cos my teacher will scould me like crazy.......
=X
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yesterday

2009-08-15T10:52:00.005+08:00

yesterday, was my last CT3 exam.
i was so happy now that no more exam...
ha has...
during sciences, we were playing games,
one of the games i like was don`t forget the lyrics.
cos is singing hahas...
after school, got CCA.
Only 8 of the Sec two came.
ma`am Jia Lin ask me to walk want going to roll call.
but i was the squat IC,
then before roll call we were training foot-drill,
is like i can`t to foot-drill.
they suddenly say common, i was too late to fall out.
than they ask us to go to the washroom to wash out or to drink water from there.
i was suddenly going to AA.
my friend was talking care of my.
then we slowly walk to the BBC,
than saw Pei ling and her grandma,
Pei ling was asking me i`m i ok,
than i say i`m ok.
than at the BBC there was a smoke that prevent mosquito,
i can smell that but i can`t move cos i was at there AA,
when i smell that,
my AA was getting worse.
than after roll call,
all of the Sec 1 & 2 were in the St. john`s room.
i was in there too,
but in there was so hot i almost can`t breathe again.
but luckily not to long in there.
than all the sec 1 & 2 were doing first aid,
i take my first aid book,
than go to Mrs soon homeroom.
than ma`am Jia Lin saw my book that is the latest first aid book.
she ask me to lend her my book,
she tell the whole Sec 2 that
" wow you see this year the book was so interesting"
hahas...
than ma`am Jia Lin was going true the first aid.
than she was like nothing else to go true so she say
"lets search about AA, so to let Eileen know more about AA"
BTW i all ready know about AA.
ma`am Jia Lin was asking me lots of question,
about my AA.
hahas....
than after the first aid, were PT.
i can`t do PT so i was sitting a side to see them doing PT at the car-park.
than they will going the BBC to play one game called the computer and virus.
that was my favorite game,
cos i play before in st. john camp.
i wanted to play....
but i can`t play....
:(
after that we when to debrief.
after that i was playing Basket ball with michelle jee and jasli.
than all my ma`am saw me playing...
i was like OMG.....
hahas...
home sweet home...
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today

2009-08-11T17:28:00.005+08:00

today i do not know what happened to me.
at science class i suddenly saw lots of GOD at every where.
i was so scared.
my friend when to tell Ms Wang was telling me,
that's not to scared about.
god was help all of us.
thx,
Kai ping,
Clarisse,
Michelle tan
and lots of my friend that pray for me.
i love you guys to help me pray.
and i thank you guys very much.
Ms Wang when to tell Mrs Wong about the problem.
she said that she wanted to see the god too.
even Mrs Rafi and Ms Tay know too...
hahas.....
i have notthing else to say.
i will end off by here.
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thx.

yesterday raining

2009-08-10T17:18:00.001+08:00

yesterday was raining,
i thing is from morning to evening.
my whole family wanted to go to east coast park to play.
but to bad it was raining over there too.
so we when there to eat noodles.
than we when to AMK hub.
after that we when home.
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