feeling lost...

i do not know how i`m i going to make friends again...
i`m feeling lost....
i do not know how can i face my friends...
i only can act happy,
no matter how i really feel...
i`m the one who left out every time...
and at everywhere...
today i want to school...
there was no one yet...
so i wait for my friends to come and have some talks.
when my friends came my friends was siting at the other table...
so i when there to join them.
but they only talking to there`re self...
i always feel left out....
i do not know why must i feel that left out....
i was thinking i`m i doing wrong things,
or did i make u all angry....
can u all pls tell me why can`t we have the enjoyable and happiness back....
why must we like every time there is a wall in the meddle...(never talk)
when i saw ur face i may sometimes scared to talk to u all.
hope u all understand me....
love you people
15th days to my birthday...
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birthday give

i`m so happy that i have one birthday give.
the give is what i want for...
that is guitar....
i love guitar...
now i must learn how to play...
cos i need to play to my family.
16th days to my birthday...
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birthday countdown

17th days to my birthday....
Happy mooncake festival to all....
:)
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bithday countdown...

OMG....
18th to my birthday...
i`m wishing for sometings..
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today happening

today in the morning,
i was sitting with Jasil.
until Kai Ping came,
Jasil take her bag and when to sit with her at the other table.
at that time i was thinking why can`t they sit together with me?
they was talking to each other but i was sitting a lone.
i do not know why must friends be so hard to be...
i have to try to be strong...
now only teachers can make me happy...
and also some of the friends...
i love the people that always with me.
and also ask me not the hate myself again....
thank u all...
tomorrow,
OMG tomorrow is SA2 already....
i`m so scared....
must pray......
:)
Good luck everyone...
19th days to my birthday....
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FRIENDSHIP

I do not know why must friendship so hard to be.
My friends, Dina has not talk to me, since 14 of September.
I do not know what happened to her.
I don`t there to talk to her too.
I was scared that she very angry with me.(hope not)
So i did not talk to her.
Me and Michelle Jee think that she change alot…
Last time she say she can`t go out after school,
But today i saw her with Kai Ping and Jasli.(outside the school)
They go out after school.
Even one of my teacher say that she change too.
It like today during recess,
I want to buy food with Michelle jee,
Than we sit with Dina, Kai Ping, Vanessa, Jasil, Pauline.
Than suddenly,
dina walk away,
than kai ping, vanessa, pauline walk away.
Than jasli walk away.
When they walk away that time,
i was thinking why must they walk away.
Is it they don`t friend me anymore or did i do anythink worng to them.
My mind was also thinking why they don`t talk to me...
why????
I was so confused….
:'(
I was thinking that i shell not be any ones friends anymore...
:'(
"~CRY~"
T.T
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To all my Friends

Friends,
Exam is coming.
don`t play,
don`t go anywhere and just study.
its only 4 more days to ur exam.
work hard too....
If u study hard u will get a good grads...
:)
good luck people...
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thinking something

today just a shout post...
i have talk to my friends,
that did not talk to me past days.
i also know want happened.
but she looks funny to me.
hahas......
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losing people

today, i do not know why i have loss one of my friend.
she did not talk to me,
i wants to talk to her that time,
she walk away.
i do not know what happened.
she talk to my other friends,
but not me.
i do not know why must God do that to me.
i was lost now.
i only can trust teachers...
i can`t trust my friends any more (not all of my friends...)
but i`m happy that some of my friends,
are still with me...
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ma`am came back to SJC.

OMG ma`am Vanessa came back to SJC.
and during English, she came to ur class.
she did remember,
me, Sheila and Vanessa.
but i think she forgotten
she came from the back-door of the homeroom.
i do not know that she became a relive teacher.
i was shocked.
she relive for English and HE.
i was like so scary,
until she was talking to us.
ha-has.....
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somethings happened

today somethings happened to me.
my teacher miss-understand me.
i did not copy my friends work at all.
my teacher know that i do not copy.
but i was thinking why she still ask me.
i when to write a letter to her.
she was at the meeting room.
so i pass her the letter with my friends.
she read the letter that i write.
she talk to me in the meeting room.
she tell me all of the thing...
she know that i did not copy the work.
she also know that i do not lie to teachers.
i love all of the teachers and all of my friends...
i make all the teachers and all the friends that i know,
in my heard.
i love you all.....
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school holiday

Yes!!! school holiday is going to be over....
I can see all of my friends again,
and also teachers...
During this week of holiday there's nothing to do at home.
Also must go CCA.
But its OK.
1 more day to school reopen.
i miss you all people...
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