i`m being so left out everyday.
every time during PE or group work,
all of them will group or play with the others.
some of my classmate have been making me unhappy.
i really do not feel like going to school again.
i really do not want to feel like that....................
i do not know what to do!?
my mind is going crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy
i really really do not want to make my life so heard for me.
every time when my freind were not feeling well, they have friends to care them.
but me?????????????????????
i do not have any care at all.................................
WHY???????????????????????????????????????????

very late post

OMG i have not update my blog for very long time.
now i do not know what to type for now.
during the pass few weeks i have been very busy with my class, that i been to.
my voices have been very bad.
my CCA camp was so tiered, and also my legs were very pain.
i also went back to school for Art Class.
and we did drawing.
i also meet Michelle to teach her how to do the art work.
now its only left with 6 more days to school reopen.
can`t wait to meet my friends again.
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Hong Kong trip

hi people,

im back from Hong kong on 22/05/2010.

i have meet my buddy, Cindy.

she is a nice friend.

OMG im missing all my Hong Kong friends like hell...

When can i meet them again?!

:(

Happy birthday to...

Happy 18th birthday to charice.

oh my god she is so young singer..

family day

i was thinking why life is always so hard to live.
friend is so hard to believe.
love is so hard to find.
i was thinking how much thing do i need to face.
i still need to face my coming exam.
everything is so hard to do.
my friends are like trying to used me as a person that just a delivery.
because they always ask me to put for them the book in my locker.
if i don`t put for them they looks angry to me.
than they sometime fight with each other.
one of them tell me that she will not talk to my another friend again,
but at the end they were together again.
too many things happening on me...
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3th birthday

today is my brother 3th birthday.
on 29 of march,

we buy cake to celebrate at home.

than the next day, celebrate in the school.

but it is a cupcake not cake.

the video i will upload next time.

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new Camera

today i got a new Camera again.

i have got a Canon EOS 550D.

its a new model.

so cool camera...

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Where did my friendship go?

I`m getting so confusing everyday.
I wants to know why my friends don`t really like to talk to me anymore.
And where did my friendship go?
I always pray so hard to the God.
Our friendship are getting far away.
Do i did anything wrong??(if i did, please tell me personally)
I really need all of my friends back.
And all the happiness we had back.
I also want to spend my last 2 years with all of my friends together.
its only 2 years not that hard.
OK back to Friday,
in the morning we have the feast day.
Than we had sports day in the afternoon.
after the feast day, i when to take my Full U.
after that i when up to the canteen,
to find some friends to go to the stadium.
but there isn't any friends that i know to go to the stadium together.
that time i was feeling upsad.
i take bus myself to the stadium and i also take bus myself back home.
i can`t think so much anymore.
GTGBB
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scrabble!!!

on 27 of February,
my family and i playing scrabble at my houses until 10pm.
we play almost 2hr plus.
we sometime had no more words to put.
but i`m the 2nd place.
hahahas....
that was very funny scrabble.
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sad things happening

OMG i have been so long never post.
this few day i have been busy of somethings.
in school,
a few of my best friend don`t want to talk to me.
yesterday,
when my art teacher say our CT marks.
when my teacher said my mark that time,
one of my friend started to comment to my other friends.
it`s only one mark less than her, she was very happy already.
i can`t believe that my friend did that to me.
mostly not some had change alot.
i do not what had happened to them.
i feel that i`m not part of the class, and i can`t be there`re classmate/friends.
i really don`t like that to happened to me again.
i really wish that we can be friends again.
love,
eileen.
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stars and boring day for me...

this morning,
i have seen lots of starts in the sky.
that's was so nice.
:)
i was so boring in school today...
there isn't anyone wants to talk to me(when i was seeing they`re face. from this week)
now i`m trying to talk to other racers.
i wants to make friends that i do not know in school...(eg. other class)
because everyone looks like don`t want to talk to me.
i wish you all will talk to me, like best friends do....
after school i when to met my mother,
than we when to RM to buy some things for CNY.
so sad that CNY falls on valentine day.
can`t celebrate valentine day with my friends...
but....
i`m happy that CNY is coming...
5 more days to CNY.
can`t wait for it,
can get more red packet(ang bao)
hahas... because i`m shot of cash... =X
and also tomorrow is the last day for CT1.
the last 2 exam we have for tomorrow.
sad that Friday still must go CCA....
but its ok...
ops out of words...
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