feeling lost...

i do not know how i`m i going to make friends again...
i`m feeling lost....
i do not know how can i face my friends...
i only can act happy,
no matter how i really feel...
i`m the one who left out every time...
and at everywhere...
today i want to school...
there was no one yet...
so i wait for my friends to come and have some talks.
when my friends came my friends was siting at the other table...
so i when there to join them.
but they only talking to there`re self...
i always feel left out....
i do not know why must i feel that left out....
i was thinking i`m i doing wrong things,
or did i make u all angry....
can u all pls tell me why can`t we have the enjoyable and happiness back....
why must we like every time there is a wall in the meddle...(never talk)
when i saw ur face i may sometimes scared to talk to u all.
hope u all understand me....
love you people
15th days to my birthday...
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