sitting alone

today i really so angry with my friends.
i do not know why are they still left me out.
today after it is CXT.
i want to sit with my 3 friends but when i forgotten to take my water bottle.
i went back to take my water bottle, and i came back.
i saw my 3 friends were sitting in a row.
my bag was behind them.
i said to them something, "why you all don`t want to sit with me?"
one of my friend said, "you are lonely :D".
i was so angry with them.
i was sit alone.
i don`t know why must they do that to me.
i really hope that they will not do that to me.
I REALLY HATE TO BE ALONE EVERYTIME!!!
I THINK FRIENDS HAVE FORGOTTEN ME,
BEING THERE`RE FRIENDS.

left out again and again.....

i do not know why must you left me out.
when i`m sick or unwell you don`t help me.
you just walk away.
when i`m lonely, you did not talk to me.
when i do not have partner, you do not want to partner me.
why every time that i`m alone you always left me out.
i really wants to make my life easy for me to live on.
i want to live an happy life, not an unhappy life.................

i`m being so left out everyday.
every time during PE or group work,
all of them will group or play with the others.
some of my classmate have been making me unhappy.
i really do not feel like going to school again.
i really do not want to feel like that....................
i do not know what to do!?
my mind is going crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy
i really really do not want to make my life so heard for me.
every time when my freind were not feeling well, they have friends to care them.
but me?????????????????????
i do not have any care at all.................................
WHY???????????????????????????????????????????