i have been thinking...
will all my friends remember my big day?
will them forget about it....
or will them act that they do not know its my big day.
i really need to think about it over and over again.
i feel like I'm not they're friends at all....
i really can`t think of anything.....
it is like 4 more days to my really big day.....
i am also thinking will my big day become a small day for me....
or may be lonely day for me???!!!
my mind is really can`t think of anything......
i am going to go crazy soon........
i hope on my big day,
it is my happy day not a sad day for me......
사랑,
아일린(eileen)
